The shadows crept into Jack Montfort's
small office, filling the corners with a comfortable
dimness. He'd come to look forward to his time alone
at the day's end--he told himself he got more done without
phones ringing and the occasional client calling in,
but perhaps, he thought wryly, it was merely that he
had little enough reason to go home.
Standing at his window, he gazed down
at the pedestrians hurrying down either side of Magdalene
Street, and wondered idly where they were all scurrying
off to so urgently on a Wednesday evening. Across the
street the Abbey gates had shut at five, and as he watched,
the guard let the last few stragglers out from the grounds.
The March day had been bright with a biting wind, and
Jack imagined that anyone who'd been enticed by the
sun into wandering around the Abbot's fishpond would
be chilled to the bone. Now the remaining buttresses
of the great church would be silhouetted against the
clear rose of the eastern sky, a fitting reward for
those who had braved the cold.
He'd counted himself lucky to get the
two-room office suite with its first-floor view over
the Market Square and the Abbey gate. It was a prime
spot, and the restrictions involved in renovating a
listed building hadn't daunted him. His years in London
had given him experience enough in working round constraints,
and he'd managed to update the rooms to his satisfaction
without going over his budget. He'd hired a secretary
to preside over his new reception area, and begun the
slow task of building an architectural practice.
And if a small voice still occasionally
whispered, Why bother? he did his best to ignore it
and get on with things the best way he knew how, although
he'd learned in the last few years that plans were ephemeral
blueprints. Even as a child, he'd had his life mapped
out: university with first-class honors, a successful
career as an architect
wife
family. What he
hadn't bargained for was life's refusal to cooperate.
Now they were all gone--his mum, his dad
Emily.
At forty, he was back in Glastonbury. It was a move
he'd have found inconceivable twenty years earlier,
but here he was, alone in his parents' old house on
Ashwell Lane, besieged by memories.
Rolling up his shirtsleeves, he sat at
his desk and positioned a blank sheet of paper in the
pool of light cast by his Anglepoise lamp. Sitting round
feeling sorry for himself wasn't going to do a bit of
good, and he had a client expecting a bid tomorrow morning
on a residential remodel. And besides, if he finished
his work quickly, he could look forward to the possibility
of dinner with Winnie.
The thought of the unexpected entry of
Winifred Catesby into his life made him smile. Besieged
by arranged dates as soon as his mother's well-meaning
friends decided he'd endured a suitable period of mourning,
he'd found the effort of making conversation with needy
divorcees more depressing than time spent alone. He'd
begged off so often that the do-gooders had declared
him hopeless and finally left him alone.
Relieved of unwelcome obligations, he'd
found himself driving the five miles to Wells for the
solace of the Evensong service in the cathedral more
and more frequently. The proximity of the cathedral
choir was one of the things that had drawn him back
to Glastonbury--he'd sung at Wells as a student in the
cathedral school, and the experience had given him a
lifelong passion for church music.
And then one evening a month ago, as he
found his usual place in the ornately carved stall in
the cathedral choir, she had slipped in beside him--a
pleasantly ordinary-looking woman in her thirties, with
light brown hair escaping from beneath a floppy velvet
hat, and a slightly upturned nose. He had not noticed
her particularly, just nodded in the vague way one did
as she took her seat. The service began, and in that
moment when the first high reach of the treble voices
sent a shiver down his spine, she had met his eyes and
smiled.
Afterwards, they had chatted easily, naturally,
and as they walked out of the cathedral together, deep
in discussion of the merits of various choirs, he'd
impulsively invited her for a drink at the pub down
the street. It wasn't until he'd helped her out of her
coat that he'd seen the clerical collar.
Emily, always chiding him for his conservatism,
would have been delighted by his consternation. And
Emily, he felt sure, would have liked Winnie. He extended
a finger to touch the photograph on his desktop and
Emily gazed back at him, her dark eyes alight with humor
and intelligence.
His throat tightened. Would the ache of
his loss always lie so near the surface? Or would it
one day fade to a gentle awareness, as familiar and
unremarkable as a burr beneath the skin? But did he
really want that? Would he be less himself without Emily's
constant presence in his mind?
He grinned in spite of himself. Emily
would tell him to stop being maudlin and get on with
the task at hand. With a sigh, he looked down at his
paper, then blinked in surprise.
He held a pen in his right hand, although
he didn't remember picking it up. And the page, which
had been blank a moment ago, was covered in an unfamiliar
script. Frowning, he checked for another sheet beneath
the paper. But there was only the one page, and as he
examined it more closely, he saw that the small, precise
script seemed to be in Latin. As he recalled enough
of his schoolboy vocabulary to make a rough translation,
his frown deepened.
Know ye what we
Jack puzzled a moment
before deciding on builded, then there was something
he couldn't make out, then the script continued
in Glaston. Meaning Glastonbury? It was fair as any
earthly thing, and had I not loved it overmuch my spirit
would not cling to dreams of all now vanished. Ye love
full well what we have loved. The time
Here Jack
was forced to resort to the dog-eared Latin dictionary
in his bookcase, and after concluding that the phrase
had something to do with sleeping or sleepers, went
impatiently on
to wake, for Glaston to rise against
the darkness. We have
something
long for you
it
is in your hands
.
After this sentence there was a trailing
squiggle beginning with an E, which might have been
a signature, perhaps "Edmund."
Was this some sort of a joke, invisible
ink that appeared when exposed to the light? But his
secretary didn't strike him as a prankster, and he'd
taken the paper from a ream he'd just unwrapped himself.
That left only the explanation that he had penned these
words--alien in both script and language. But that was
absurd. How could he have done so, unaware?
The walls of Jack's office leaned in on
him, and the silence, usually so soothing, seemed alive
with tension. He felt breathless, as if all the air
in the small room had been used up.
Who were "they," who had built
in Glastonbury and who wrote in Latin? The monks of
the Abbey, he supposed, a logical answer. And "he,"
who had "loved it overmuch," whose spirit
"still clung to dreams long vanished"? The
ghost of a monk? Worse by the minute.
What did "rise against the darkness"
mean? And what had any of it to do with him? The whole
thing was completely daft; he refused to consider it
any further.
Crumpling the page, Jack swiveled his
chair round, hand lifted to toss it in the bin, then
stopped and returned the paper to his desk, smoothing
the creases out with his palm.
Frederick Bligh Bond. The name sprang
into his mind, dredged from the recesses of his childhood.
The architect who, just before the First World War,
had undertaken the first excavations at Glastonbury
Abbey, then revealed that he had been directed by messages
from the Abbey monks. Had Bond received communications
like this? But Bond had been loony. Cracked!
Ripping the sheet of paper in half, Jack
dropped the pieces in the bin, slipped into his jacket,
and, sketch pad in hand, took the stairs down to the
street two at a time.
He stepped out into Benedict Street, fumbling
with unsteady fingers to lock his office door. Across
the Market Square, the leaded windows of the George
& Pilgrims beckoned. A drink, he thought with a
shiver, was just what he needed. He'd work on his proposal,
and the crowded bar of the old inn would surely make
an antidote to whatever it was that had just happened
to him.
Tugging his collar up against the wind,
he sidestepped a group of adolescent skateboarders who
found the smooth pavement round the Market Cross a perfect
arena. A particularly fierce gust sent a sheet of paper
spiraling past his cheek. He grabbed at it in instinctive
self-defense, glancing absently at what he held in his
fingers. Pink. A flyer, from the Avalon Society. Glastonbury
Assembly Rooms, Saturday, 7:30 to 9:30. An introduction
to crystal energy and its healing powers, showing how
the chakras and crystals correspond. Make elixirs and
learn how to energize your environment.
"Oh, bloody perfect," he muttered,
crumpling the paper and tossing it back to the wind.
That was the worst sort of nonsense, just the type of
thing that drew the most extreme New Age followers to
Glastonbury. Ley lines
crop circles
Druid
magic on Glastonbury Tor, the ancient, conical hill
that rose above the town like a beacon
Although Jack, like generations of his
family, had grown up in the Tor's shadow, he'd never
given any credence to all the mystical rubbish associated
with it-nor to the myths that described Glastonbury
as some sort of cosmic mother-lode.
So why on earth had he just scribbled
what seemed to be a garbled message from some long-dead
monk? Was he losing his mind? A delayed reaction to
grief, perhaps? He had read about post traumatic-stress
syndrome-could that explain what had happened to him?
But somehow he sensed it was more than that. For an
instant, he saw again the small, precise script, a thing
of beauty in itself, and felt a tug of familiarity in
the cadence of the language.
He resumed his walk to the pub, then a
thought stopped him midstride. What if-what if it were
even remotely possible that he had made contact with
the dead? Did that mean
could it mean he was capable
of instigating contact at will? Emily-
No. He couldn't even allow the idea of
such a thing. That way lay madness.
A skateboarder whooshed past him, wheels
clacking. "You taking root, mister?" the boy
called out. Jack lurched unsteadily on, across the bottom
of the High Street towards the George & Pilgrims.
As he reached the pub, the heavy door swung open and
a knot of revelers pushed past him. An escaping hint
of laughter and smoke offered safe haven before the
wind snatched sound and scent away; and then, he could
have sworn, he heard, faintly, the sound of bells.
The cats slept in the farmyard, taking
advantage of the midday warmth of the pale spring sun.
Each had its own spot--a flower pot, the sagging step
at the kitchen door, the bonnet of the old white van
that Garnet Todd used to deliver her tiles--and only
the occasional twitch of a feline ear or tail betrayed
their awareness of the rustle of mice in the straw.
Garnet stood in the doorway of her workshop,
wiping her hands on the leather apron she wore as a
protection against the heat of the kiln. She had almost
completed her latest commission, the restoration of
the tile flooring in a twelfth-century church near the
edge of Salisbury Plain. The manufacture of the tiles
was painstaking work. The pattern suggested by the few
intact bits of floor must be matched, using only the
materials and techniques available to the original artisans.
Then came the installation, a delicate process requiring
hours spent on hands and knees, breathing the dank and
musty atmosphere of the ancient church.
But Garnet never minded that. She was
most comfortable with old things. Even her work as a
midwife-although it had honored the Goddess-had not
given her enough visceral connection with the past.
Her farm, a ramshackle place she'd bought
more than twenty-five years ago, was proof of how little
use she had for the present. The house stood high on
the western flank of the Tor, its pitted stone façade
in the path of a wind that had scoured down from the
hilltop for years beyond memory. The sheep that grazed
the grassy slope were her nearest neighbors, and for
the most part she preferred their company. At first
she'd meant to put in the electricity and running water,
but the years had passed and she'd got used to doing
without. Lantern light brought ochre warmth and comforting
shadows, and why should she drink the chemically poisoned
water the town pumped out of its tanks when the spring
on her property bubbled right up from the heart of the
sacred hill? Enough had been done in this town to dishonor
the old and holy things without her adding to the damage.
A cloud shadow raced down the hillside
and for a moment the yard darkened. Garnet shivered.
Dion, the old calico cat who ruled the rest of the brood
with regal disdain, uncurled herself from the flowerpot
and came to rub against Garnet's ankles. "You sense
it, too, don't you, old girl?" Garnet said softly,
bending to stroke her. "Something's brewing."
Once, long ago, she had caught that scent
in the air, once before she had felt that prickle of
foreboding, and the memory of the outcome filled her
with dread.
Glastonbury had always been a place of
power, a pivot point in the ancient battle between the
light and the dark. If that delicate balance were disturbed,
Garnet knew, not even the Goddess could foresee the
consequences.
Glastonbury did strange things to people-as
Nick Carlisle had reason to know. He'd come here for
the Festival, part of his plan to take a few months
off, see a bit of the world, after leaving Durham with
a first in philosophy and theology. On a mild evening
in late June he had rounded a bend in the Shepton Mallet
road and seen the great conical hump of the Tor rising
above the plain, St. Michael's Tower on its summit standing
squarely against the bloodred western sky.
That had been more than a year ago, and
he was still here, working in a New Age bookshop across
from the Abbey for little more than minimum wage, living
in a caravan in a farmer's field in Compton Dundon-and
trying to forget all that he had left behind.
He often came to the George & Pilgrims
for a pint after work. A fine thing, when a pub did
duty as his home away from home, but then his caravan
didn't count for much--a place to put the faded jeans,
T-shirts, and sweatshirts that made up his meager wardrobe,
along with the books he'd brought with him from Durham.
The small fridge smelled of sour milk, and the two-ring
gas cooker was as temperamental as his mother.
The thought of his mum made him grimace.
Elizabeth Carlisle had raised her son alone from his
infancy, and in the process had managed to make quite
a successful career for herself penning North Country
Aga sagas. She had managed her son's life as efficiently
as she did her characters', and had then pronounced
herself affronted by his resentment.
Furious at his mother's usurping of his
responsibilities, he had convinced himself that he would
be able to sort out his life as soon as he escaped her
orbit. But freedom had not turned out to be the panacea
he'd expected: he had no more idea what he wanted to
do with his life than he'd had a year ago. He only knew
that something held him in Glastonbury, and yet he burned
with a restless and unfulfilled energy.
From his corner table, he surveyed the
pub's clientele as he sipped his beer. There was an
unusual yuppie element this evening, young men sporting
designer suits, accompanied by polished girls in skimpy
clothes. Nick could almost feel the rumble of displeasure
among the regulars, clustered at the bar in instinctive
solidarity.
One of the girls caught his eye and smiled.
Nick looked away. Predators in make-up and spandex,
girls meant nothing but trouble. First they liked his
looks, then, once they found out who his mother was,
they saw him as a ready-made meal ticket. But he'd learned
his lesson well, and would not let himself fall into
that trap again.
Turning his back on the group, he found
his attention held by the man sitting alone at the bar's
end. The man was notable not only for his large size
and fair hair, but also because his face was familiar.
Nick had seen him often in Magdalene Street-he must
work near the bookshop-and once or twice they had exchanged
a friendly nod. Tonight he sat hunched over his drink,
his usually amiable countenance set in a scowl.
Intrigued, Nick saw that he seemed to
be writing or sketching on a pad, and that every few
moments he raised visibly trembling fingers to brush
a lock of hair from his forehead.
When Nick made his way to the bar for
a refill, the blond man was staring fixedly at his beer
glass, his pen poised over the paper. Nick glanced at
the pad. It held neat architectural drawings and figures,
and, scrawled haphazardly across the largest sketch,
a few lines in what looked to be Latin. It is for my
sins Glaston suffered
he translated silently.
"You're a classics scholar?"
Nick said aloud, surprised.
"What?" The man blinked owlishly
at him. For a moment Nick wondered if he were drunk,
but he'd been nursing the same drink since Nick had
noticed him.
Nick tapped the sketch pad. "This.
I don't often see anyone writing in Latin."
Glancing down, the man paled. "Oh,
Christ. Not again."
"Sorry?"
"No, no. It's quite all right."
The man shook his head and seemed to make a great effort
to focus on Nick. "Jack Montfort. I've seen you,
haven't I? You work in the bookshop."
"Nick Carlisle."
"My office is just upstairs from
your shop." Montfort gestured at Nick's empty glass.
"What are you drinking?"
Montfort bought two more pints, then turned
back to Nick. Now he seemed eager to talk. "Working
at the bookshop-I suppose you read a good bit?"
"Like a kid in a sweetshop. The manager's
a good egg, turns a blind eye. And I try not to dog-ear
the merchandise."
"I have to admit I've never been
in the place. Interesting stuff, is it?"
"Some of it's absolute crap,"
Nick replied with a grin. "UFOs. Crop circles-everyone
knows that's a hoax. But some of it
well, you have
to wonder
Odd things do seem to happen in Glastonbury."
"You could say that," Montfort
muttered into his beer, his scowl returning. Then he
seemed to try to shake off his preoccupation. "You're
not from around here, are you? Do I detect a hint of
Yorkshire?"
"It's Northumberland, actually. I
came for the Festival last year" -Nick shrugged-
"and I'm still here."
"Ah, the rock festival at Pilton.
Somehow I never managed to get there. I suppose I missed
something memorable."
"Mud." Nick grinned. "Oceans
of it. And slogging about in some farmer's field, being
bitten by midges, drinking bad beer, and queuing for
hours to use the toilets. Still
"
"There was something," Montfort
prompted.
"Yeah. I'd like to have seen it in
its heyday, the early seventies, you know? Glastonbury
Fayre, they called it. That must have been awesome.
And even that didn't compare to the original Glastonbury
Festival-in terms of quality, not quantity."
"Original festival?" Montfort
repeated blankly.
"Started in 1914 by the composer
Rutland Boughton," Nick answered. "Boughton
was extremely talented-his opera The Immortal Hour still
holds the record for the longest running operatic production.
All sorts of luminaries were involved in the Festival:
Shaw, Edward Elgar, Vaughan Williams, D.H. Lawrence.
And Glastonbury had its own contributors to the cultural
revival, people like Frederick Bligh Bond and Alice
Buckton
. And then there was the business of Bond's
friend, Dr. John Goodchild, and the finding of the 'Grail'
in Bride's Well. That caused a few ripples
"
Aware that he was babbling, Nick paused and drank the
foam off his pint.
Looking up, he saw that Montfort was staring
at him. Nick flushed. "Sorry. I get a bit carried
away some-"
"You know about Bligh Bond?"
The intensity in Monfort's voice took
Nick by surprise. "Well, it's a fascinating story,
isn't it? Bond's knowledge was prodigious; his excavations
at the Abbey were proof of that, but I suppose one can't
blame the Church for being a bit uncomfortable with
the idea that Bond had received his digging instructions
from monks dead five centuries or more."
"Uncomfortable?" Montfort snorted.
"They fired him. He never worked successfully as
an architect again and, if I remember rightly, died
in poverty. If the man had had an ounce of bloody sense,
he'd have kept his mouth shut."
"He felt he had to share it, though,
didn't he? I'd say Bond was honest to a fault. And I
don't think he ever actually claimed he'd made contact
with spirits. He thought he might have merely accessed
some part of his own subconscious."
"Do you believe it's possible, whatever
the source?"
"Bond's not the only case. There
have been well-documented instances where people have
known things about the past that couldn't be accounted
for otherwise." Glancing at the paper Montfort
had partially covered with his hand, Nick felt a fizz
of excitement. "But you're not talking hypothetically,
are you?"
"This is" -Montfort shook his
head-"daft. Too daft to tell anyone. But the coincidence,
meeting you here
I-" He looked around, as
if suddenly aware of the proximity of the other customers,
and lowered his voice.
"I was sitting at my desk tonight,
and I wrote
something. In Latin I haven't used
since I was at school, and I had no memory of writing
it. I tore the damned thing up
. then this
"
He ran his fingertips across the scrawl on the sketch
pad.
"Bugger," Nick breathed, awed.
"I'd swap my mum to have something like that happen
to me."
"But why me? I didn't ask for this,"
Montfort retorted fiercely. "I'm an architect,
but my knowledge of the Abbey is no more than you'd
expect from anyone who grew up here. I'm not particularly
religious. I've never had any interest in spiritualism--or
otherworldly things of any sort, for that matter."
Nick pondered this for a moment. "I
doubt these things are random. Maybe you have some connection
to the Abbey that you're not consciously aware of."
"Thanks very much," Montfort
said, but there was a gleam of humor in his bright blue
eyes. "So how do I find out what it is, and why
this is happening to me?"
"Maybe I could help. You know it
wasn't Bond who did the actual writing, but his friend,
John Bartlett. Bond guided him by asking questions."
"You want to play Bond to my Bartlett,
then?"
"You said you came from Glastonbury.
That seems as good a place to start as any."
"My father's family's been in Glastonbury
and round about for eons, I should think. He was a solicitor.
A large, serious man, very sure of where he stood in
the world." Montfort took a sip of his beer and
his voice softened as he continued. "Now, my mother,
she was a different sort altogether. She loved stories,
loved to play make-believe with us when we were children."
"Us?"
"My cousins and I. Duncan and Juliet.
My aunt and uncle had a penchant for Shakespeare. We
always visited them in Cheshire on our holidays. It
was a different world. The canals, and then the hills
of Wales rising in the distance
"
He fell silent, his eyes half-closed.
Nick was about to prompt him again, when, without warning,
Montfort grasped the pen. His hand began to move steadily
across the paper.
Nick translated the Latin as the words
began to form
Deo juvante
With God's help
you
shall make it right
. Did that, he wondered, apply
to him as well? Could he somehow set right what he had
done? In that instant, Nick knew why he had come to
Glastonbury, and he knew why he had stayed.
Faith Wills rested her forehead against
the cool plastic of the toilet seat, panting, her eyes
swimming with the tears brought on by retching. She
had nothing left to throw up but the lining of her stomach,
yet somehow she was going to have to pull herself together,
go out, and face the smell of her mother's breakfast.
It was a bacon-and-egg morning-her mum
believed all children should go off to school well fortified
for the day. They alternated cooked eggs, or porridge,
or brown toast and marmite; and on this Thursday morning
in March, Faith had struck the worst possible option.
A whiff of bacon crept into the bathroom.
Her stomach heaved treacherously just as her younger
brother, Jonathan, pounded on the door. "You think
you're effing Madonna in there or something? Hurry bloody
up, Faith!"
Without raising her head, Faith said,
"Shut up," but it came out a whisper.
Then her mother's voice- "Jonathan,
you watch your language," and the crisp rap of
knuckles on the door. "Faith, whatever's the matter
with you? You're going to be late, and make Jon and
Meredith late as well."
"Coming." Unsteadily, Faith
pushed herself up, flushed the toilet, then blew her
nose on a piece of toilet tissue. Easing the door open,
she found her mum waiting, hands on hips, and beyond
her, Jon, and her sister, Meredith, all three faces
set in varying degrees of irritation. "What is
this, a committee?" she asked, trying for a bit
of attitude.
Her mother ignored her, taking her chin
in firm fingers and turning her face towards the wan
light filtering in from the sitting room. "You're
white as a sheet," she pronounced. "Are you
ill?"
Faith swallowed convulsively against the
kitchen smells, then managed to croak, "I'm okay.
Just exam nerves."
Her dad emerged from the bedroom, tying
his tie. "How many times have I told you not to
leave studying until the last minute? And you know how
important your GCSEs-"
"Just let me get my books, okay?"
"Don't take that tone with me, young
lady." Her dad jerked tight the knot of his tie
and reached for her. His fingertips dug into the flesh
of her bare arm.
"Sorry," Faith mumbled, not
meeting his eyes. Tugging free, she escaped to the room
she shared with her sister and, once inside, leaned
against the door, praying for a moment's peace before
Meredith came back. It was a child's room, she thought,
seeing it suddenly anew. The walls were covered with
posters of rock stars, the twin beds with bedraggled
stuffed animals. Her hockey uniform spilled from her
satchel; the sheets of music for that afternoon's choir
practice lay scattered on the floor. All things that
had mattered so much to her-all utterly meaningless
now.
She wouldn't be fine, she realized, closing
her eyes against the tide of despair that swept over
her. Nothing would ever be fine again.
And she couldn't tell her parents. In
her mother's perfect world, seventeen-year-olds didn't
start the day with their heads in the toilet, and her
dad-well, she couldn't think about that.
She had promised never to tell, and that
was all that mattered.
Faith hugged herself, pressing her arms
against the new and painful swelling of her breasts.
Never, never, never. The word became a litany as she
swayed gently.
Ever.